Sweet Silence

sassy irish lassieI pulled my feet under the blanket, careful not to disturb Piper. While he was quite old for a cat, he still would playfully bite wiggling toes when given the chance. Perturbed with my movement, he took great care as he resituated himself atop my blanket, snuggling closer and looking for warmth.

The late morning sun was slowly beginning to break through the foggy haze left over from last night’s storm. I was enjoying the slow start that the dark morning provided as I sunk into my favorite chair with a cup of hot coffee, Piper and a good book. The downed trees had taken out the phone lines leaving me, a morning without interruption.

A rumbling in my stomach reminded me that I had not yet had breakfast. I gently placed Piper on the floor and plodded my way to the kitchen. As I opened the fridge I was faced with little choice. With a sigh I grabbed two eggs, an avocado, some sharp cheddar and three small tomatoes. Omelettes it is!

With the days of rushing out the door, long days at the office and scarfing down fast food on the run behind me, I took solace in the comfort that cooking brought me. Who says mental burnout is a bad thing! Its stark, slap in the face reality was exactly what I needed to reevaluate my life.

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Reinaldo Martinez challenged me with “Use the following words and terms in your post: morning, burnout, book, avocado, cat” and I challenged Leslie with “Use this cliche anywhere in your writing: burn the midnight oil“.

One Last Drink

sassy irish lassie Our house sat back from the road. While the cottage was small in size, it had been perfect for just the two of us, and the occasional visitor. She had been the one to find this beauty. After searching for days I was ready to call it quits, but Molly had other plans. She knew our dream home was out there – she could feel it. Molly could always ‘feel‘ things, it was her gift. Sigh….

I looked around, not quite sure what to do next. I had moved all of our chairs into the parlor in preparation for receiving guests. I had no doubt that everyone in town would make an appearance today.

The clatterings in the kitchen became more frantic as Molly’s sister tried to hurry through her list of duties before the guests began to arrive.

Be a dear Jack and check on Molly would ya?” she bellowed from the kitchen.

I walked down the hall to our bedroom. I took a deep breath as I turned and entered our room. I had taken extra care when getting Molly ready. Even like this, she still took my breath away.

She had on her, and my, favorite black dress that she would always wear for very special occasions. I remember the way she would whisk up her hair and coyly ask me to zip up the back, even though she was perfectly capable of doing it herself. She also had on her Grandmother’s pearl earrings, Molly never went anywhere without them, and her….. What?!? Where was it?

I frantically searched for the simple cross I had given her on our wedding day. She refused to ever take it off. As I turned, I noticed it sitting in the nightstand beside her. In the chaos of the day I must have forgotten to put it back on her as I laid her out.

I adjusted the candles at both ends of the bed and straightened the scarf covering the mirror in our room.

Now we are ready, I thought to myself. But am I really ready?

As the day wore on I was instantly drawn back to the days of our youth. She had been everything to me; wife, mother, best friend…. I can’t imagine my life without her.

“To Molly!!” I shouted as I raised my pint in my beautiful wife’s honor. “An amazing woman was she. Never one to think of herself first, a romantic and lover of life. A feisty lass with a really great ass! Sláinte!!”

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Head Ant challenged me with “How would you like to be remembered when you are gone?” and I challenged Grace O’Malley with “I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw him standing under the street light…”.

Aha my little Besi

sassy irish lassieWhat a day, I thought as I placed my purse on the table and fell into my favorite overstuffed red chair. Horus quickly pounced, seeking his daily dose of affection, and began to nuzzle and purr in my lap. I attempted to kick off my shoes but my feet and ankles were too swollen from standing all day at the museum.

Sigh…. Well I guess they will just have to stay on for now Horus.”

As I leaned back to put my feet up, a striking blow to my right side sent me bolting upright and sent poor Horus flying to the floor with a thud. I rubbed my side and was greeted with another round of attacks. Obviously the baby was trying to stretch and was not enjoying the small confines of my womb.

Seriously kid, you’re killing me!”

I began to mindlessly rub my over-sized belly, pondering just what the contents contained. We had decided to wait and not find out the gender of the baby, but with the due date quickly approaching, my imagination was getting the best of me.

A sudden clatter from the other room quickly snapped me out of my internal baby gender debate. “Horus – is that you? What did you get into now!?”

I heaved myself out of the chair and began to make my way down the dark hallway. The sound of ‘someone’ humming made me stop in my tracks. Jack was in New York till the end of the week and last I checked, Horus couldn’t hum. I felt around for something to arm myself with when a voice greeted me, “Well hello there Molly!”

I tried to scream but all that came out was a hushed “Aack!

“Oh now, now. Don’t worry. I’m not here to do you any harm.”

I slid along the wall searching for the light switch, still not able to see the man who was talking to me. I finally found the switch and flicked it on but no one was there.

“So Molly, let’s…..”

Aaah!

There before me was a …. well, I am actually not quite sure. While he was small like a dwarf, he had a very thick muscular body, full beard and well, a tail.

Who are you?” I queried.

The dwarf did a little dance, spun around and said, “I’m Bes of course!”

Bes….? My mind reeled back to my graduate studies of Egyptian art. Surely he must be joking. “Bes…. as in the God of Childbirth?

“The one and only,” he said with a bow.

I began to slowly rub my temples. This was not covered in any of the pregnancy books I had been reading. ”But, but….. I don’t understand. Why are you here? How are you here? Man – I must really be overtired!”

“I am here to protect you and will soon be on my way.”

Protect me? Protect me from what??

The sounds of shattering glass echoed through the house as loud footsteps began to move around the kitchen.

Bes unhinged his knife and began to head towards the kitchen. He turned and looked at me with a sly smile. “It has been my pleasure!” he called over his shoulder. And with that, he was gone.

 

 For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Cedar challenged me with “A chance encounter with the Egyptian god, Bes” and I challenged Dafeenah with “A reporter arrives in town and starts asking strange questions”.

The Eternal Kingdom

sassy irish lassieUr quickly averted her gaze as she saw Galiena lumbering towards her. She had learned her lesson the last time she had bumped into her in town. She had tried to be polite and say hello to the elderly woman, but quickly regretted her decision when Galiena cornered her for hours with her ‘end of the world, new Eternal Kingdom‘ babble.

Ur had heard the rumors and rumblings amongst the locals that Galiena was a witch, but had never put much thought into it until that day. As Ur looked down in an attempt to avoid eye contact, she was taken off guard when Galiena grabbed her elbow and spun Ur towards her.

The day is coming youngling. You must prepare.

Ur stood before her, mouth agape, “What?”

Galiena moved closer. Her stench overtook Ur’s senses, leaving her feeling light headed and woozy. She grabbed Galiena arm to steady her.

I said the time is now youngling. We must leave for the Eternal Kingdom. I know the way but am too old to travel it alone.

“What are you talking about Galiena? What is this ‘kingdom‘ you speak of?”

It’s all here on the maps. Take them and meet me here tomorrow at dawn, ready to travel.”

With that Galiena lumbered back on the direction from which she came, never looking back, assuming Ur believed what had just been told to her.

As Ur started a fire for dinner, she contemplated her conversation with the old woman. Ur didn’t believe in the ancient maps any more than she believed that the earth was round. She threw the maps into the fire and watched them slowly burn. Within an instant the wind changed. Dark clouds emerged from behind the mountains and began to overtake the sky. They quickly rolled across the horizon – spewing into every vacant space they could find. The clouds began to rumble as they viciously clashed against each other in fits of rage.

Surely this is all just coincidental. Could she have really just destroyed the maps leading to the Eternal Kingdom? That thought sent shivers down her spine. She must find Galiena, surely she would have answers.

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Kelly challenged me with “Ur didn’t believe in the ancient maps any more than she believed that the earth was round. She threw the maps into the fire and watched them slowly burn” and I challenged Spaniola with “Use the following words in a story: burglar, forest, desk lamp and envelope “.

The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

the good, the bad, the uglyJasper grasped the reins a little bit tighter as they approached his family’s property line. It was his favorite part of the ride. His Great Grandfather had built the tall white fence around the property when he originally purchased it in the 1800′s, to ‘mark what was rightfully his.’

He remembered many a summer afternoons white washing that God forsaken fence. He also remembered pleading to his father to tear down that ragged ole fence over numerous family dinners, but his father wouldn’t hear of it.

But right now, that old fence was the last hurdle between Shoshana and the open field. Shoshana pulled her head a bit to the right, sensing what was up ahead. They had taken this path countless times before, and while Shoshana was a jumper by heart, she loved running free in the fields.

Almost there Sho,” Jasper whispered as he patted her neck.

They approached the small clearing before the fence. Jasper nudged the horse with his heels as he leaned forward, anticipating the jump. He squeezed the saddle with his knees and prepared for take off. Shoshana did not disappoint. She lowered her neck and propelled herself over the fence with fluid grace. Shoshana was an award winning stadium jumper. She did it with such an ease and beauty that it was easy to see why she was always a crowd favorite.

Jasper couldn’t wait to race through the open fields but suddenly, that wish went wrong. As Shoshana planted her second foot he heard a sicken crack before being flung through the air. He landed on his shoulder and rolled till he hit a large rock. As Jasper sat up, he saw Shoshana lying on her side, her right front leg grossly mangled and deformed.

When Jasper went back to see what had happened, he noticed a large snake hole in the ground. Shoshana must have caught her right hoof in the hole as she landed, causing it to brake.

Jasper began to sob quietly. He knew there was nothing you could do once a show horse broke its leg. With his head hung low, he began the painfully long walk home to get his father.

For the Indie Ink Writing Challenge this week, Debra Elliot challenged me with “The Good, The Bad, The Ugly” and I challenged Snhamlett with “Write from the point of view of a ball of yarn being chased by a cat“.

Behind Closed Doors

behind closed doors I sat, huddled in the corner, shivering uncontrollably. The cold dank air had me chilled me to the core. I tried sitting on my heels to get my butt off the damp floor but my legs were falling asleep and the tingling was too much to handle any longer.

Thankfully I had become immune to the stench of the room over the years. Judging by the thin slit of light through the floorboards, I had been down here for just over 8 days. This was the longest I had been left alone. My bucket of water in the corner was dwindling. What was left was rancid and no longer suitable for consumption.

As the days past I found it harder and harder to keep myself entertained. My attempts to befriend the family of mice had left me with only two slices of stale bread. Bread…. Thinking of food made my stomach lurch and rumble. It was the one thing I made sure I never thought about because all it brought was the painful reminder that my stomach was empty.

My favorite activity was watching the dust dance in the occasional stream of sunlight. With the flick of my finger I could pretend to orchestrate their movements, making them swirl here and there, twirling round as they glistened in the daylight. My team of tiny dancers. Oh how I enjoyed joining in, spinning on my toes, pretending to be a prima ballerina. Pretending to be anywhere but here. Pretending to be loved.

Slowly the sun began to set and my room became dark. I took my spot back in corner and grabbed a piece of my stale bread as one silent tear slid down my cheek. Are my parents ever coming home?

For the Indie Ink Writing Challenge this week, Cheney challenged me with “Are my parents ever coming home?” and I challenged Lilu with “Begin with, I thought I saw.…”

Harry Caray

harry carayI woke up feeling more tired and restless than when I had gone to bed the night before. I lumbered my way to the bathroom out of memory because my eyes were still too fogged from lack of sleep to see. As I raised my arms to stretch, I became increasingly aware of the shooting pain running through my body. My muscles were tense and ached like they never have before.

My temples were throbbing as I filled my glass with water. As I shuffled in to the toilet I began to have lucid flashbacks of various dreams I had had the night before. Everything about these dreams was so vivid and full of life and color. Surely if I had all these crazy dreams I should feel at least a little bit rested.

I washed my hands and splashed some cold water on my face. The cold sensation brought some sense of reality into my immediate focus. Man, what I wouldn’t do to be able to crawl back onto bed right about now. How am I going to make it a whole day at the office….

My mind rant was quickly ceased when my eyes tried to grasp the scenery before them. I stood back and took in my surroundings. Surely my eyes were deceiving me. There was no possible way. There was hair everywhere! THIS was definitely not what I was expecting when I walked back into my bedroom.

But how did it get here? Who or what did it come from? An empty bottle of elixir laid on its side on my nightstand. Suddenly, it all started to come back to me….

For this week’s Indie Ink Writing Challenge, I challenged Laura of  We’ll Figure It Out Once We Get More Down, while I was challenged by Amanda of Everything and no one… like the Last Mom on Earth. Her prompt was: There was hair everywhere

Truth or Dare

For this week’s Indie Ink Writing Challenge, I challenged Sarah of Write My Heart Out while I was challenged by Alisha of Blah Ya Ya. Here is my response:

truth or dare Here is my chance – my chance to prove I was one of them. That I’m not afraid of what they stand for. But which should  choose? Wow, am I really that desperate to be a part of their group. Sadly – yes. If I chose ‘truth‘ my answer surely wouldn’t be cool enough, yet if I chose ‘dare‘ the possibilities were endless.

“Come on Ashley! Which is it going to be??” Brooke demanded.

I took a deep breath and wished for the best…. “Dare”.

As I saw Brooke’s eyes glinting with mischief I immediately regretted my decision. Obviously she had something devious in mind, but I was not prepared for just how devious she was about to be.

Brooke clasped her hands underneath her chin and giggled, “I was hoping you would say that!”

She reached out and grabbed my hands. “Oh Ashley, this is going to be SO much fun!”

The knot in my stomach felt like a cannonball. Oh what I wouldn’t do to go back in time. Man I can be so stupid. Why didn’t I just pick truth?? Stupid, stupid, stupid…….

My self loathing session was cut short by Brooke tugging hard on my hand. “Are you listening?!”

“Uh… yeah. Sorry.” I mumbled.

“So you know that girl Chloe? The one you sit by in Algebra?”

No. NO. Anyone but Chloe. “Yes, I know her.” Know her? Of course I know her. She has been my best friend since first grade. Why her? Why

“Ashley! Snap out of it already! Geez. As I was saying, at lunch today I want you to buy a large chocolate shake with your lunch. Then, go over and pretend to talk to her. When you hear me moo…. are you ready for this? I want you to dump the whole thing on her head. Oh my god, it will be epic!”

My mind was flying a hundred miles a minute. “Really?” I squeaked. “Isn’t there something else I can do?”

Brooke’s eyes narrowed and her voice was cold. “You picked dare. There is no backing out now.”

As I slowly walked with Brooke to the cafeteria, I saw Chloe sitting in our usual spot. I made my way through the lunch line with Brooke incessantly taking the entire time. It took everything in me to focus on just putting one foot in front of the other. After I paid for my lunch Brooke began to poke me in the back. “She’s sitting over there. I’m coming with you so I can see her whole reaction up close.”

Great. Now I had no chance of backing out. I walked over and stood next to Chloe. ”Hey Chloe. What’s up?”

“Uh, not much. What’s up with…”

Brooke chimed in before Chloe had a chance to finish, “Hey Chloe. Why don’t you moooove over so we can sit with you?”

I stared blankly at Brooke. “Ashley, I asked your friend to mooove over. Didn’t you hear me?”

I tightened my grasp on the cup. I knew what I was about to do was social suicide. I’d be lucky if anyone talked to me after today. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, lifted my shake above Brooke’s head and wished for the best.

My prompt this week was: Truth or dare. Which do you go with and why?

In the Event Of An Emergency….

For this week’s Indie Ink Writing Challenge, I was challenged by Penny of Widely Unread. Here is my response:

in case of emergency  She wondered if he was waiting patiently for her to show as she pulled out of her parking garage. She tried to tell him it was over but he wouldn’t listen. He pleaded, knowing their history, knowing what they had was the real thing. She on the other hand had questions. So many times he had professed his love for her, so many times she had fallen for his guiles. But this time was different, this time, questions lingered.

Was he really the one, she wondered. Surely there had to be better, men who would never cause her to second guess. She had always admitted she was flawed – no where near perfect. Yet he had always been accepting of that. Always embraced everything she wanted to be. Until now. Until this.

Without warning her body turned on her. She became dizzy as emotions flung themselves through her inner workings. The wicked tailspin left her nauseous; unable to accept, and even worse, unable to let go. She had always hated spinning, yet spinning was all she had left. That evil pit in her stomach lingered – daring her to challenge it, daring her to take a chance.

Every inch of her wanted to run in the opposite direction. Run as far away as possible from the pain. Deep down she knew she could never run fast enough to escape the pain that engulfed her every day. It was determined to never let her escape from its grasp. Tighter and tighter it squeezed until she was left gasping for breath. Grasping for that last string of sanity. Grasping for what she thought might be real.

Oh what she wouldn’t do for a real life eject button, something to save her from the chaos. Some sort of ‘in the event of an emergency‘ contraption that would provide a quick and easy escape from imminent danger. Something that would save her from self destruction.

My prompt for this week was as follows:

In the event of an emergency….

Faithful Unto Death

For this week’s Indie Ink Writing Challenge, I was challenged by Monique Doucette of Musings of the Dream. Here is my response:

indie ink, faithful unto death I mindlessly looked out the window as I sipped my morning coffee. As I enjoyed the silence I heard my wife shuffling around on the hardwood floors above. So much for a moment of peace.

I jumped up to put the kettle on and placed a poppyseed bagel in the toaster. I was hoping she wouldn’t rush downstairs so I would have time to get her breakfast ready. I knew how she could get and I wasn’t in the mood for it today. Hell, I hadn’t been in the mood for it the past 42 years!

She entered the kitchen wearing her typical housecoat and sour expression. I quickly fetched a plate for her bagels and grabbed the cream cheese container from the fridge. It took everything in me to muster up a bit of fake happiness, ”Morning dear.”

“Why isn’t my tea ready yet?”

“It should be done any second. Here’s your bagel, just the way you like it.”

“And just how am I supposed to put the cream cheese on it…. with my finger?!”

I rushed to the drawer and grabbed a butter knife from the tray. Within an instant images of flinging the knife at her head flooded my mind. People get away with it all the time I thought. But then I would have to deal with the body. No, I need something more subtle. I need to stick with the plan.

“I’m waiting!!”

“Oh, sorry. Don’t know what happened. I just drifted off…”

“Well obviously getting me a knife is too damn difficult a task for you to comprehend. Dare I ask for my tea?”

Dare I ask for my tea, I mumbled under my breath. I filled her large mug, making sure to leave room for the two heaping tablespoons of sugar she always added. How she drank that stuff so sweet I would never understand, although now, her habit was working to my advantage. Two heaping tablespoons closer to my dream.  Two heaping tablespoons closer to peace.

As I placed her mug and pot of sugar in front of her, I watched with anticipation as she buried her spoon into the sparkly white mound. Could this be the moment I had been waiting for? She slowly stirred in my secret concoction. She had been adding it for three days now and I was getting impatient. Why wasn’t she dead yet? I followed the man’s instructions to the letter. He did say to make it seem like an accident it could take up to two weeks. Two weeks was longer than I wanted to wait. But two week was better then a lifetime with this incessant hag.

“Can I get you another cup of tea dear?”

My prompt for this week was as follows:

“Why isn’t she dead yet”