Imagine

Many of us walk through life wondering what would happen if we truly spoke our minds. If we honestly answered that questions, “Does this make me look fat?” We may even have pretend conversations with ourselves, telling that certain person just how we really feel. We reflect back on past encounters or confrontations and realize all the things we should have said but never did.

I spend my days with a constant filter. Deliberately screening my every thought, mindfully choosing my words. I am careful not to inflict harm and cautious to never speak the truth. This filter forces me to exchange daily pleasantries with people I loathe. It constrains me to tolerate their lying grins, their backstabbing ways. I am always on guard, buffering all information to protect my soul. I try to come across as intrigued to buffer the fact that I am truly disdained by their utter existence.

Now, imagine trying something new. Envision a day where there is no filter. Where every word, thought and pondering flows freely from your lips. Imagine a day where we are no longer bound by social convictions, restricted by our inner ego. Imagine a day when our id rules our conscious, no longer bound by responsibility. I wonder just how the world would react to such freedom.

What is the first thing you would say?

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, SAM challenged me with “Try something new.” and I challenged Dim Dom with “Write from the point of view of a virus about to infect an important document.”

Promoted

sassy irish lassie The blaring of the alarm clock jarred me from a deep sleep. Ughhh, morning already, I thought. I swung my legs over the side of the bed, stretching and yawning as I got my bearings. Another day, another dollar. As I methodically went through the motions of my morning routine I began to wonder how I would keep myself entertained at work today. Hmmm, another rousing game of solitaire? Or perhaps I’ll challenge Sue in HR to a cut throat game of Words With Friends. I grabbed my mug of coffee and the latest copy of Sports Illustrated from the counter and headed out the door.

The doorman had my morning paper ready as I stepped outside into the brisk city air. Just a few blocks and I would be in the comfort of my corner office on the 26th floor.

The elevator opened and I was greeted by Vivianne, my secretary. “Good morning Jack! Here are your messages from yesterday.  Please make sure to call Sue in HR as soon as possible. She said it was an emergency.”

“Thanks Viv. Doesn’t Sue think everything‘s an emergency?” I chuckled.

I took out my laptop and put my briefcase on the floor next to my desk. I quickly browsed my messages while my laptop booted up. Nothing too exciting there I sighed, as I added them to last week’s pile.

I was quickly glancing through my inbox when an email in red from Sue caught my eye: Confidential – Applied Innovations Offer Letter. Offer letter? Why is Sue sending me an offer letter? I have been working here for years.

I opened the email and began reading.

Hi Bill and welcome to Applied Innovations. We are so happy to have you join our team. As you are aware, Applied Innovations is the leading company in company website and email security. Our cutting edge technology prevents spam, email hacking and viral infections transferred through email and outside websites log-ins. Our company is the only one of its kind to offer detailed logging and charting capabilities to monitor your staff’s email and internet usage. We are leading the way with new technology developments that will keep companies even safer from the ever growing world of hacking and prevent costly security breaches.

As Vice President of Technology you will be in charge of overseeing technology development, trialing newly created software and supervising the installation of hardware at client sites. You will also be accountable for supervising all employees in the technology and development centers and will be responsible for scheduling and conducting all of their yearly employee reviews.

Attached you will find your offer letter, commision framework, insurance package and available stock options.

Please complete all the required paperwork and fax them back to me as soon as possible. If you have any question, please feel free to contact me at any time.

Sincerely,

Sue

Bill?? Who was Bill? And why was he receiving an offer letter fo MY job? Before I could ponder the situation any further Vivianne buzzed my office.

“Jack? Jack? Sue is on line one for you.”

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, LP challenged me with “write a scene where an e-mail is sent to the wrong recipient.” and I challenged Jester Queen with “Write a story about fatherhood with a florist as the main character and a new dress as the key object. Set your story in a restaurant.”

Silenced

Snow, sassy irish lassieThe main road was dark and quiet. News of the storm was all anyone had been talking about for days. Jack had been sure to stock up on all the necessities the day before. He just had one more stop to make before he headed home to settle in the for the storm.

He checked his rear-view mirror. Only the pale flecks of the falling snow could be seen dancing across the blackened night sky. Jack pulled to the side of the road, laced up his boots, and grabbed his hat and gloves. The wind tore through his jacket as he walked to the back of his truck. He opened the tailgate, sliding his truncheon to the side, and reached in with both hands.

Better get a move on before we are both stuck in the snow”, he sniggered.

The road had iced over, making it difficult to maneuver the extra weight. But nothing was as difficult as what he had witnessed when he came home early the other night. Her words had been like daggers, digging deep and twisting to the core. She had told him he was too effete for her taste, that she needed a real man to satisfy her needs. She thought she was so smug with her big words but he wasn’t as naive as she thought. He knew about all her time in those stupid chat rooms. She was never smart enough to erase the history.

After that, he knew what he had to do. There was no wavering, never a second thought to his decision. Things needed to be made right and he was just the man to do it.

He pulled his collar up around his neck and stuffed his hands deep into his pockets. The storm was just starting to pick up and Jack could feel the temperature dropping. The weatherman proclaimed it as going to be the snowstorm of the century this afternoon on the news. That was exactly the weather report Jack wanted to hear.

As he began to walk back to his truck, a blue glimmer in the snow caught his eye. The snow was softly falling on the body, creating the illusion of  fluffy white blanket. He stooped down and smirked when he realized what had caught his attention. She had always insisted on wearing that God-awful necklace – saying it brought her luck.

“Well look at all the luck it brought you now missy.”

Jack fingered the blue and green ostrich charm in his palm. “I have just the place for you little fella.” With a swift tug the necklace was free and dangling from his finger tips. He slid it in his shirt pocket and quickly re-zipped his jacket to fight off the wind’s brutal assault. The silence in his head was golden.

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, ChrisWhiteWrites challenged me with “Use the words effete, truncheon and wavering in your story. Also, include an ostrich. Oh, and for bonus virtual high-fives adopt an orphan prompt from IndieInk. I chose: ‘The snow was falling softly on the body” and I challenged Kelly Garriott Waite with “Use these words in your story: doctor, roll of film, stairwell, telephone“.

Stark Mystery

The ancient bonsai

Full of mystery and intrigue

Wrapped in history

Branches intertwine

Dancing with intricacy

Delicate, yet strong

Where coiling eels meet

Gorgeous shades of green emerge

Embracing their roots

Miniature in size

Elementary in beauty

And fashioned with love

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Carrie challenged me with “bonsai, elementary, coiling eels” and I challenged Grace O’Malley with “Create a story or poem based on this personification: The sun bows as pain vibrates“.

Lock down

The booming voice on the microphone became muffled as I shut the bathroom door behind me. My heart was racing in my chest and it took everything in me to not have a complete and utter breakdown.

I walked over to the sink and turned on the cold water. As I looked in the mirror I hardly recognized the person staring back at me. My face was pale with beads of sweat trickling down my hairline. “Seriously man, get a grip“, I said to the pathetic reflection staring back at me.

I knew I only had a few more minutes before they were going to begin the awards ceremony and I wanted to make sure I was in my seat before they dimmed the lights. Tonight was the culmination of my life’s work and I was not going to miss my big moment. Countless hours of research, days upon days away from my family, holed up in my office till I found the ‘perfect’ chemical combination. Tonight, the ultimate prize was mine.

I quickly splashed some water on my face and turned off the faucet. When I turned to grab a hand towel I heard the distinct sound of a dead bolt sliding into place.

Well that’s weird, I thought as I tossed my crumpled towel in the garbage can. I quickly ran my hand through my hair and straightened my tie. Now’s my time to shine!

I pulled on the door handle but the door didn’t budge. I tugged and yanked with all my might, but each time my pull was met with resistance. “What the……”  I began frantically tugging at the door handle. What is going on? Why won’t this door open??

Outside I heard the ceremony music begin to play. NO! This can’t be happening! I began to pound on the door. “Help! Somebody please help me!”

The music was too loud and was drowning out my pleas and I was sure everyone was already back in their seats. How could this be happening? Why now? After everything I have done to get here.

I turned and slid my back down the door till I hit the floor with a thud. As I rested my head in my hands I heard the president our company begin his introduction – MY introduction. I sat and listened as he went on and on about my research, my discoveries, my progress for the human race. When he announced my name it was welcomed with silence, or at least I thought. His next words hit me like a punch in the groin. “Since Jack had to leave unexpectedly and will unable to accept his award this evening, his assistant Tim has graciously offered to accept on his behalf.”

And with that, everything became clear.

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Trencher challenged me with “A character is locked in a bathroom at the worst possible time. ” and I challenged Melissa with “Create a story or poem inspired by a line in a Charles Bukowski poem: “some suicides are never recorded.”".

Confined Prey

sassy irish lassieThe sounds of children splashing in the lake woke me from my afternoon siesta. I leisurely opened one eye, not ready to commit to being fully awake. The midday sun was pleasantly toasting my back and lulling me back into my state of slumber. Oh how I love lazy July afternoons. Nothing to do but bask in the sun and enjoy an afternoon nap or two.

Being in this position too long had begun to make me feel stiff and achy. I gingerly stretched one leg, and then the other, before resituating myself back into my comfortable position.

The wind rustling through the trees made the sunlight dance between the leaves. I sat mesmerized, watching their performance. Entranced by their movements I began to feel myself swaying to their rhythm, lost in my own world.

WHAM

Suddenly without warning I was grabbed from behind. I tried to struggle. I tried to break free, but every time I did his grasp tightened. I was carried for a while before being thrust into some sort of rectangular compartment. I tried again to escape but he was too strong. He pushed me back down and shut the top.

Everything surrounding me was dark. I fumbled around, trying to get my bearings. I frantically felt around the insides of my confines, hoping to find the opening so I could escape. The confines had not left me much room, making it difficult to brace myself during the sudden jolts inflicted by the bumpy ride.

After what seemed like hours we came to a stop. I could hear the muffled voices outside getting louder and louder and I knew he was coming for me. A sudden shift in my confines had me sliding down to the bottom of the box. The top lifted and sunlight streamed into my face. I tried to adjust my eyes when I began falling through the air.

My arms and legs were trying to reach out and grab anything that might possibly break my fall. I landed with a thud. Dazed, I looked around to assess the situation. This new confinement was different. While I could not get out, I could see the outside world.

His big eyes peered in at me as he tapped against the side of my new surroundings my new surroundings. As I attempted to gaged how high my new prison walls went, a shower of green grass sprinkled from above.

“I’m gonna name you Mantis.” He tightened the lid, sealing my fate.

For the IndieInk WritingChallenge this week, Kurt challenged me with “And if you cut yourself, you will think you’re happy. He’ll keep you in a jar, then you’ll make him happy. He’ll give you breathing holes, then you’ll think you’re happy. He’ll cover you with grass, then you’ll think you’re happy, now.” -Kurt Cobain, “Sappy.” and I challenged Tara with “If I could accomplish one more thing, I would…“.

Sweet Silence

sassy irish lassieI pulled my feet under the blanket, careful not to disturb Piper. While he was quite old for a cat, he still would playfully bite wiggling toes when given the chance. Perturbed with my movement, he took great care as he resituated himself atop my blanket, snuggling closer and looking for warmth.

The late morning sun was slowly beginning to break through the foggy haze left over from last night’s storm. I was enjoying the slow start that the dark morning provided as I sunk into my favorite chair with a cup of hot coffee, Piper and a good book. The downed trees had taken out the phone lines leaving me, a morning without interruption.

A rumbling in my stomach reminded me that I had not yet had breakfast. I gently placed Piper on the floor and plodded my way to the kitchen. As I opened the fridge I was faced with little choice. With a sigh I grabbed two eggs, an avocado, some sharp cheddar and three small tomatoes. Omelettes it is!

With the days of rushing out the door, long days at the office and scarfing down fast food on the run behind me, I took solace in the comfort that cooking brought me. Who says mental burnout is a bad thing! Its stark, slap in the face reality was exactly what I needed to reevaluate my life.

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Reinaldo Martinez challenged me with “Use the following words and terms in your post: morning, burnout, book, avocado, cat” and I challenged Leslie with “Use this cliche anywhere in your writing: burn the midnight oil“.

One Last Drink

sassy irish lassie Our house sat back from the road. While the cottage was small in size, it had been perfect for just the two of us, and the occasional visitor. She had been the one to find this beauty. After searching for days I was ready to call it quits, but Molly had other plans. She knew our dream home was out there – she could feel it. Molly could always ‘feel‘ things, it was her gift. Sigh….

I looked around, not quite sure what to do next. I had moved all of our chairs into the parlor in preparation for receiving guests. I had no doubt that everyone in town would make an appearance today.

The clatterings in the kitchen became more frantic as Molly’s sister tried to hurry through her list of duties before the guests began to arrive.

Be a dear Jack and check on Molly would ya?” she bellowed from the kitchen.

I walked down the hall to our bedroom. I took a deep breath as I turned and entered our room. I had taken extra care when getting Molly ready. Even like this, she still took my breath away.

She had on her, and my, favorite black dress that she would always wear for very special occasions. I remember the way she would whisk up her hair and coyly ask me to zip up the back, even though she was perfectly capable of doing it herself. She also had on her Grandmother’s pearl earrings, Molly never went anywhere without them, and her….. What?!? Where was it?

I frantically searched for the simple cross I had given her on our wedding day. She refused to ever take it off. As I turned, I noticed it sitting in the nightstand beside her. In the chaos of the day I must have forgotten to put it back on her as I laid her out.

I adjusted the candles at both ends of the bed and straightened the scarf covering the mirror in our room.

Now we are ready, I thought to myself. But am I really ready?

As the day wore on I was instantly drawn back to the days of our youth. She had been everything to me; wife, mother, best friend…. I can’t imagine my life without her.

“To Molly!!” I shouted as I raised my pint in my beautiful wife’s honor. “An amazing woman was she. Never one to think of herself first, a romantic and lover of life. A feisty lass with a really great ass! Sláinte!!”

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Head Ant challenged me with “How would you like to be remembered when you are gone?” and I challenged Grace O’Malley with “I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw him standing under the street light…”.

Aha my little Besi

sassy irish lassieWhat a day, I thought as I placed my purse on the table and fell into my favorite overstuffed red chair. Horus quickly pounced, seeking his daily dose of affection, and began to nuzzle and purr in my lap. I attempted to kick off my shoes but my feet and ankles were too swollen from standing all day at the museum.

Sigh…. Well I guess they will just have to stay on for now Horus.”

As I leaned back to put my feet up, a striking blow to my right side sent me bolting upright and sent poor Horus flying to the floor with a thud. I rubbed my side and was greeted with another round of attacks. Obviously the baby was trying to stretch and was not enjoying the small confines of my womb.

Seriously kid, you’re killing me!”

I began to mindlessly rub my over-sized belly, pondering just what the contents contained. We had decided to wait and not find out the gender of the baby, but with the due date quickly approaching, my imagination was getting the best of me.

A sudden clatter from the other room quickly snapped me out of my internal baby gender debate. “Horus – is that you? What did you get into now!?”

I heaved myself out of the chair and began to make my way down the dark hallway. The sound of ‘someone’ humming made me stop in my tracks. Jack was in New York till the end of the week and last I checked, Horus couldn’t hum. I felt around for something to arm myself with when a voice greeted me, “Well hello there Molly!”

I tried to scream but all that came out was a hushed “Aack!

“Oh now, now. Don’t worry. I’m not here to do you any harm.”

I slid along the wall searching for the light switch, still not able to see the man who was talking to me. I finally found the switch and flicked it on but no one was there.

“So Molly, let’s…..”

Aaah!

There before me was a …. well, I am actually not quite sure. While he was small like a dwarf, he had a very thick muscular body, full beard and well, a tail.

Who are you?” I queried.

The dwarf did a little dance, spun around and said, “I’m Bes of course!”

Bes….? My mind reeled back to my graduate studies of Egyptian art. Surely he must be joking. “Bes…. as in the God of Childbirth?

“The one and only,” he said with a bow.

I began to slowly rub my temples. This was not covered in any of the pregnancy books I had been reading. ”But, but….. I don’t understand. Why are you here? How are you here? Man – I must really be overtired!”

“I am here to protect you and will soon be on my way.”

Protect me? Protect me from what??

The sounds of shattering glass echoed through the house as loud footsteps began to move around the kitchen.

Bes unhinged his knife and began to head towards the kitchen. He turned and looked at me with a sly smile. “It has been my pleasure!” he called over his shoulder. And with that, he was gone.

 

 For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Cedar challenged me with “A chance encounter with the Egyptian god, Bes” and I challenged Dafeenah with “A reporter arrives in town and starts asking strange questions”.

The Eternal Kingdom

sassy irish lassieUr quickly averted her gaze as she saw Galiena lumbering towards her. She had learned her lesson the last time she had bumped into her in town. She had tried to be polite and say hello to the elderly woman, but quickly regretted her decision when Galiena cornered her for hours with her ‘end of the world, new Eternal Kingdom‘ babble.

Ur had heard the rumors and rumblings amongst the locals that Galiena was a witch, but had never put much thought into it until that day. As Ur looked down in an attempt to avoid eye contact, she was taken off guard when Galiena grabbed her elbow and spun Ur towards her.

The day is coming youngling. You must prepare.

Ur stood before her, mouth agape, “What?”

Galiena moved closer. Her stench overtook Ur’s senses, leaving her feeling light headed and woozy. She grabbed Galiena arm to steady her.

I said the time is now youngling. We must leave for the Eternal Kingdom. I know the way but am too old to travel it alone.

“What are you talking about Galiena? What is this ‘kingdom‘ you speak of?”

It’s all here on the maps. Take them and meet me here tomorrow at dawn, ready to travel.”

With that Galiena lumbered back on the direction from which she came, never looking back, assuming Ur believed what had just been told to her.

As Ur started a fire for dinner, she contemplated her conversation with the old woman. Ur didn’t believe in the ancient maps any more than she believed that the earth was round. She threw the maps into the fire and watched them slowly burn. Within an instant the wind changed. Dark clouds emerged from behind the mountains and began to overtake the sky. They quickly rolled across the horizon – spewing into every vacant space they could find. The clouds began to rumble as they viciously clashed against each other in fits of rage.

Surely this is all just coincidental. Could she have really just destroyed the maps leading to the Eternal Kingdom? That thought sent shivers down her spine. She must find Galiena, surely she would have answers.

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Kelly challenged me with “Ur didn’t believe in the ancient maps any more than she believed that the earth was round. She threw the maps into the fire and watched them slowly burn” and I challenged Spaniola with “Use the following words in a story: burglar, forest, desk lamp and envelope “.